StuckInMyDreams (stuckinmydreams) wrote,

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*I feel bad that I don't feel bad.*

Well, schools starting again. I'm not too sure how I feel about that. I'm happy because after these 4 classes I'm done at county... but I have no clue what I want to do after this. I also wish school wasnt starting so i could work and make more money.

I think I'm going to clean out my life and only keep the people and things who actually mean something to me and care about me in it. There's no point to keeping the other stuff around. Maybe if I do that I can actually start my life in the direction that I want it to go. I know who and what makes me happy, so I'm going to focus on that.

I feel like my eyes are finally open and that I'm way more aware of all the truths in my life. Don't get me wrong, things still confuse me and there is plenty of stuff that I'm not sure of. I just feel like a lot has cleared up for me in the past month or two. Some of it, I don't really like but some of it I like a lot. I guess it balances itself out eventually.

We'll see how this goes or how long it lasts. :P

*...I cant lie
All I want to do is turn the page
I feel Bad
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad...*
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