School is school. The future of which stresses me out horribly.
Work is work. Some days are great and some are awful.
I probably hung out with Jess 93% of the days that made up the past two months and on each of those days many funtimes and laughter was had.
The main thing that has occured is that Alex moved back home a month or so ago. :D I missed him so much.
I may mess around and tease about how I "hate" him or want him to leave, but I can't even express how awesome it is to have him living in my house again. I spent forever cleaning out my room and making space for him, but it's well worth it. It makes me so happy that he's back and his head is "at the right level". Its amazing how someone could come to be a best friend in such a short period of time. I missed him.
Also, Tom has moved back to Jersey. Although Im not sharing a room with him, it's good to have him back too. It may have been under not-so-great circumstances, but everyone deserves a second chance to get things together. I wish it was easy, but its not. I'm hoping this time will be different and I'll have the old Tom back.
I do want to say that I am so happy that I have such amazing friends. Seriously, I know I've said it a million time before, but I don't know what I would do without you guys. You know who you are. You're the ones who make me smile without even trying. You're the ones who can say one word and change my bad mood into the best mood ever. You're the ones I text at 3 in the morning and call at 4 in the morning when I need to talk about something. You're the ones who RESPOND and ANSWER when I do it. You're the ones that make me laugh until I can't breath. You're the ones who make me feel loved no matter what. You're the ones I can say or do anything to without worrying about it. You're the ones who mean the world to me. You're the ones I love with all my heart.
I would not be who I am if I didn't have the awesome friends that I have... I don't know what I would do if anything ever happened to any of them. I'd be lost. I love you. And I've never meant those words more.
But you didn't
You knew enough to know
To leave well enough alone
But you wouldn't
I drive myself crazy
Tryin' to stay out of my own way
The messes that I make
But my secrets are so safe
The only one who gets me
Yeah, you get me
It's amazing to me
How every day
Every day, every day
You save my life
I come around all broken down and
And you're comfort.*