StuckInMyDreams (stuckinmydreams) wrote,

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*When push comes to shove, you taste what you're made of.*

I don't even know why I'm updating this right now.
I guess cause it's been forever and I was thinking about it, but I'm really not in the best of moods.

Getting your wisdom teeth, plus some, taken out is not fun.
Surprsingly, I havent been in much pain and I didn't noticably swell.
I have been bored out of my mind for 3 days because I cant drive on my pain meds, which make me super emotional and also make me not sleep or eat properly. Its an on-going cycle. It sucks.
I couldn't have gotten them removed on a worse week either.
Jess is states away.
Todd is down the shore.
Coley's grand-mom passed away on Tuesday. :(
John's at school.
People work and everyone else is just too busy to make time for me, I guess. And I cant drive.
I've been doing NOTHING but watching Heroes, playing Guitar Hero, and sleeping when the medicine permits.
It sucks. Big time.
It wouldn't be so bad if I had someone here to keep me company or to take care of me a little, like I would if any of my friends were going through this. Given the circumstances of people, apparently thats not very possible, so I deal with it on my own as per usual.

I can't wait for this to be over with.
I want my mouth not to feel numb.
I don't want to cry everytime I take this medication.
I want to eat normal again.
I want to drive somewhere.
I want Rita's for pleasure, not because it's the only thing I can eat.
I also do not want any more soup after this for a long time.

Sorry for the rant... blame it on the med's.
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