I tried to update shortly after the holidays, but my house computer should be condemned. It's terrible and wouldn't let me type.
Now that Im at school, I have plenty of time to waste online.
Since June... I've changed. I've learned. I've grown up. I've hurt. I've cried. I've laughed. I've hated. I've loved. Pretty much the general things that occur over time... but it feels different. I feel stronger and like things are finally coming together.
This year was the first year that I've ever had, as gay as it sounds, a "special someone" to share the holidays with. From making the Halloween Ghost, decorating our Christmas tree, waiting to play World Tour at midnight, and a New Years kiss, even though we ended up watching South Park instead of the ball dropping... it was awesome. I'm glad I really got to experience the holidays with someone I really really love and someone that makes me so happy. Im not trying to like brag or anything to anybody. I'm more so putting this in here, not expecting anyone to read this really, for my own purpose to look back on. And to look back and realize how happy and lucky I am to have found something so great and real with someone I've always had a spot in my heart for, who can always make me smile and just make the bad things disappear, who is also a best friend and means more than almost anything to me. How lucky am I?!... and I know it too. Me... Kylie... the one who spent 21 years getting screwed over and walked on, NOW knows what it feels like to be completely, totally, truly loved and cared for... ME!... I am so, so grateful for it. I love him so much. He's my Teddy. :)
Lastly, IM GOING TO SEE RENT IN PHILLY WITH THE ORIGINAL ROGER AND MARK (courtesy of Todd)!! :D
I think I'm gonna leave it at that.